Change this quickly...

I woke up with a bit of tension this morning. I knew that I did not want to create my day from that feeling, so before I got up, I started thinking about things to be grateful for and imagined how great this day will be. After all, I have a returning client, who I will be very happy to see today. And no doubt, I will feel fantastic after our session. I always do. I’m also planning a trip to see my uncle (he’s an hour and a half away). I know he will be happy to see me, and we’ll probably go out to dinner, have ice cream or do something like that. So my day will be filled with good times.

However, yesterday was a challenge to keep up the positive feelings, which I know created my tension this morning. I guess I need to remember that whenever I make the kind of statements as I did in yesterday’s post, my life will start changing immediately. It always happens for me that way, and I often warn my clients this as well. The moment I tell the Universe I want something more, things start moving around to clear out things I no longer need. But wait, I might still want some of those things! However, some things may be in the way and need to be cleared before the better can come to me.

I mentioned yesterday that I was not going to work on my personal relationship. I don’t feel I have the energy to focus on it. And since I do have some friends who fill the companionship role for me, things seem “good enough” in this area of my life at the moment. Of course, I want better and more stable, but as of yesterday I was ok with things as they were. But circumstances led to disrupting my friendship with one of my favorite people. We are good friends and we get along very well. But in a moment last night, things went from happy to uncomfortable, and then to not so friendly. Whoa, where did that come from? I wasn’t expecting our relationship to be affected so quickly. And while it’s not the end of the world, nor possibly even the end of our friendship, I am reminded this morning that in order to have a better situation come into my life, the “good enough” situations may need to clear out. I am comforted in the feeling that this is likely what is going on.

So, despite that unexpected blip in my life yesterday, I’m looking forward to today. My tension is now gone, because I am again focusing on the possibilities of what’s to come next. It’s exciting knowing that things will change, simply because I want them to. It’s not hard work, rather just takes a bit of faith. And that I have today.

It’s a great day!